Axel hoped it wasn't dressing up because all he owned what was he usually wore and most of it was just overly colourful punk nightmare clothes. He got up lazily and pulled on his yellow tartan jeans and his shirt, half lidded and stumbling around the apartment. He was not always on top of his game and he really missed the days he did more drugs, it really helped to motivate him on lower mood days. He was always so up and down and some days he bounced around the place like a freaking bunny on ritalin. It was just today, his brain was a little sluggish and he felt oddly apprehensive, uneasy. Understandably so.
It was like he had to do this all so perfectly because if he fucked up, he'd probably be mangled and melted. It was a lot of pressure and he really sucked at pressure. It was why he'd never lasted at college.
Regardless, he managed to find some old meds in his bag, knocked them back with some alcohol and showed kind of early for once. He'd done his hair up, whacked on a little eye liner because why the hell not and waited outsider for Luke.
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Axel hoped it wasn't dressing up because all he owned what was he usually wore and most of it was just overly colourful punk nightmare clothes. He got up lazily and pulled on his yellow tartan jeans and his shirt, half lidded and stumbling around the apartment. He was not always on top of his game and he really missed the days he did more drugs, it really helped to motivate him on lower mood days. He was always so up and down and some days he bounced around the place like a freaking bunny on ritalin. It was just today, his brain was a little sluggish and he felt oddly apprehensive, uneasy. Understandably so.
It was like he had to do this all so perfectly because if he fucked up, he'd probably be mangled and melted. It was a lot of pressure and he really sucked at pressure. It was why he'd never lasted at college.
Regardless, he managed to find some old meds in his bag, knocked them back with some alcohol and showed kind of early for once. He'd done his hair up, whacked on a little eye liner because why the hell not and waited outsider for Luke.